Today's update probably won't make much sense, i can't make much sense of anything myself today so goodluck to me trying to explain it all.
Yesterday started of sooo good for me. I got Maddy off to school in time, i had an acceptance email from both SM and FK, the boys were really well behaved......and then i went to work!!!
DOWN
HILL
FROM
THERE!!!!
Most of the people i work with are just fantastic, really great people who do their best. Then there are a few young kids that think its not that necessary to do so much work, and feel free to roam round the store wherever they want. Well lately there has been some unrest so to say.....we have had to have a staff meeting to discuss the 'bitching' levels going on at work. Sure sure, fair enough. She feels the young kids are being picked on only for the fact that they are young, easily intimidated type of thing...LOAD OF CRAP!!! Wanna chat.....FINE......but you can still work and chat at the same time, not just stop and do nothing. WEll anyway....last nights group managed to include all three of these young kids (talking like 18 boys) so knew was not gonna be a productive night, didn't realise how bad it would be.
Suffice to say by the end of the night i was in a filthy mood, mumbling away to myself like some crazy woman. I just wanted to get out and go home......YEAH RIGHT!
ONE OF THESE YOUNG ***********KIDS HAS GONE IN TO HAVE A WORD TO MANAGEMENT ABOUT MYSELF AND ANOTHER LADY HAVIN A 'BITCH'. UNFRIGGEN BELIEVABLE!!! won't go into it, don't really know what got said, i know she rambled alot. I think i got her goat up though because i disagreed with her. "apparantly" one of these boys has had a 'vast' improvement, uhhh..... he was the worst of them last night - i swear this kid rules the roost at the moment, i dare to disagree and BANG warning issued and told this type of talk is shit stirring. WTH!! what did i just miss!! And its just played on my mind all day that she has this impression of me being a 'trouble makier' i guess. Any one who knows me, knows that thats not me. I'm just really really upset, not sure if i'm making a mountain out of a molehill or what, but just a little dumbstruck - guess i was last night too or i would of just kept my mouth shut.
So have just been alternating between being really really angry bout it and being really upset bout it. And then I'm angry at myself for letting it get to me, for letting it make me angry towards everyone else around me.
Does feel better now to have gotten it out, and besides this i have really been enjoying my job. Maybe i just needed a mopey day. Not working till friday, so hopefully by then i will have picked up some of my old enthusiasm for it, just have a feeling though that its gone now and i won't be able to get it back. Bit sad really, I really did enjoy it and i'd be hard pressed to find another job with such perfect hours (no need for a sitter as steven's home when i start) and at such a fantastic pay, nearly $20an hour. We'll see what happens friday i guess and whether i can get over it or not. Please tell me i'm not being a sook and you all would be pissed as well.
Anyhoo, thats that, I've gotten it off my chest and its helped heaps. Maybe i will try and scrap something tonight, i tried today but just couldn't get totally in to it, was a little challenge between ali and myself - to use the set sentence as a title on a layout with pics of some of the ladies from Embellished, just couldn't get it go the way i wanted, i do like the end result though.
......................well looks like will have to upload a pic next time, didn't think to do so at the start and well ....it won't let me now - GREAT DAY ISN'T IT?
take it easy till time,
chat then..........
okie, take two LOL:
from now on will just have to upload pix first then blog around them LOL
JUST SOME LAYOUTS!!
Okay, only going to upload those retreat layouts. Not much to be reported since yesterdays blog. So a layout only day, seeing how i promised and such.
i know the 'cow' one is really plain, not my style at all, but everytime i added something it just seem to ruin it, so just left it as it was, though did mount forth pic on chipboard and sanded edges.
There's not much too them really, just some quick and simple ones. Is hard to go over the top with creativity when your working in a metre by metre area with ten tonne of talking goin on round you.
I do like them though, and am quite happy with the work i was able to do while away. and since i went over my quota (3 LO's) then am definetly in on the Rocky Retreat next april, shhhhh, was going anyway, just trying to scare me into more work lol. And here is the final one, a double for Nick's Easter parade at kinder.
I did come home with a heap of little OTP items. Some made in classes, some were swap items and some were just little knicknacks made to fill as many criteria on the challenge list as possible LOL.Not going to upload all those though, will try and do a link to embellished where i had them uploaded in the forum last night.
http://www.embellished.com.au/talkscrap/forum/index.php?topic=351.0
now if i was really clever i'd know how to make one of those neat little links hidden in the word, sorry though, you just have to settle for the big chunky link above LOL.
well thats me done for today
till next time,
take care and scrap heaps